An Evening with Glamour

It's time again for a reunion amongst San Hua Chinese Society members. I've been attending this yearly glamourous event since freshmen to sophomore and now, my final year of participation in this memorable night. However, i pretty much like my first reunion dinner compared to nowadays.. Has the feelings changed or is the event management poor? What i can say is, although i've paid the prive that didnt worth the food but it was worth a go because, it's my final year in UNi! Ahhh~~~ look at how time flies. Now, pictorial talk ahead!

First of all, it's the 4inluv..We were late for the function but they were people who came later than us! So.. it's a fair play!

Having our stomach stuffed, we decided to waste no time and went out to take some pictures! Now, presenting Mr Liew! Fuh, i somehow liked the combination! I mean color!

waaa look at his facial expression!!!"Come on baby, give me some huggie" shouted Leng San.. Nah...~~ kidding!

I was being victimised to go on stage and perform with my coursemates.. Lol.. ok la, not victimised la, kind of self volunteered since it's our last year, so why not just put a thick skin on and shake some butts.. Actually i was thinking there were a lot of them who will dance but it ended up only 8 of us T_T.... Well, as promised, i did badly with lack of practised and i kept laughing on the stage! So unprofessional~~~

Yee Sinn: You are mine!... Fook Soon: Have mercy on me Ma'am...plsss! Wakakaka..

Faculty of Modern Languages and Communication undergrads

San Hua members: old and young

Lian Chee, Jo, Jok E, Jacy....Gee Oon Oon, Gan Ying Tit, Huon Hie Kiong .. where are you guysss??? sob sob

Oh... my tummy prevailed~~~ Guan and Jo with the married couple Gracie and Ray!!!

I'm a failure in posing! Darn! I need to go for extensive posing course! Oh oh and this looksss so like we've just attended someone's wedding! Haha

Not enough of posing, back home still pose~~~ Ohhh Rika and Be stayed back to go supper with me! Evidence of the food is not-so-good for me~~~ Oh my, i think it's our first time supper together this year!

On top of all, i love this most! Wakakakaa....

Ten Minutes

It just needs 10 minutes… If only I could hold on to my resentment, the world might be a better place like it seems to be. But, I can’t change the fact that I’m 10 minutes late to get hold on the explosion. Somehow, I got provoked in a way I didn’t know why I finally gave in to my annoyance. 10 minutes late, only 10 minutes to bear, but I’ve released it and caused another grief in people’s life. It had caused a major change in people’s life, by good by bad, I didn’t know. Sometimes, not knowing is better than to know. However, by not knowing, one would never know what’s actually happening in the surrounding.

Me….Most of the time, deep in my heart I would choose not to know but somehow, curiosity don’t understand my deep thoughts and finally conquered my mind. That’s how I ended up knowing more than I should and the knowledge wouldn’t fade away. The lost of 10 minutes patience has stirred up my own friend's life. 10 minutes too late...

I don't know should i apologize for my explosion or should i just not bother. However, i've chose the latter path and reacted as though nothing had happened although i know we each hold resentment deep in our heart. Facial expression tells. But i must say, there's no turning back, neither can we erase whatever wound that have been done. This is life, human tend to hurt not only their loved ones but also towards strangers. Life's all about climatic emotions; i.e. happiness comes with sadness and vice versa. One minute we say hello, another minute we say goodbye. One day we're good friends, another day we our friendship turn sour. It's so scary to hear when people complain about their friends because you'll never if they're complaining you yourself at your back. Life is pretentious, if, by pretending it can make the world a better place, why not? If a quarrel has take place, must we carry the hatred till the next day and end our friendship? If life is short, do you still want to waste time having hatred towards a person? I would say, do not waste time hating someone because life goes on. TJL!

Every single seconds of your breathe is a gift from God for you to improve what you are weak in. No one is alone in this world, look beyond your visible sight and think deeply, who is the one you can rely on everytime your life seems not right. Although we have problems, but think again, didnt we share the most of the memories? Dear friend, life is not as simple as it is in the real world. Be tough, or you'll be the one who suffer most. Ignorance is a bliss!

I could only say, it's suffocating to know to much on a friendship thingie. Each of us have our weaknesses and each of us do comment on people. Again... TJL!

Dear friend... When you feel like :

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more?

Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside you're bleeding

-Welcome to my life, Simple Plan

Life's doesnt always go the way you wanted.. Bear in mind that:

Oooh, life goes on, and it's only gonna make me strong

Its a fact, once you get on board say goodbye cuz you can't go back

Oooh, it's a fight, and I really wanna get it right

Where I'm at, is my life before me, got this feeling that I can't go back

-Life goes on, Leanne Rimes

BE STRONG! LIFE GOES ON!

No matter how we quarrel, how we dislike each other, we are still friends!

Sleepless Night

SUCKSSSSSS... i don't have to go for class today. i dont need to study today, i dont have exam today, i dont have any morning activity today, BUT WHY AM I SO AWAKE NOW???? It's only 5.33 and i slept at 3 am $@#%@! Sigh~~~

Whenicanhaveallthenighttosleep,thewholemorningtosleep,i'vedecidedtoruinmywholerestinghourandonlineatthisverymoment~~~howpathetic,whatamithinking???Iwonder....

Okie...im disturbed! Because i cant sleep and so i decided to post this annoying no spacing sentence! again, im disturbed! Forgive me..i'm gonna spent my early hours playing facebook! No, i wont touch my thesis! i cant play in the afternoon so i'll play now! i bet i'll sleep like a pig in the afternooon while everyone is having the time of their life playing and chatting around while im pathetically sleeping! sigh, actually people also sleep in the afternoon... AGAIN AND AGAIN i'm being nonsensical because I'M DISTURBED!!!! for not sleeping at this moment! I'll sure regret badly when sunday night comes, when monday night comes, when tuesday night comes!!! WHY? Because i have to wake up EARLY on mon, tues and wed for class! Suckssssss.....

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Human vs Object

Ida said " confirm tak suka orang, suka barang"... I guess i couldnt agree more with it. Human is so complex, or perhaps they have too much of feelings to be expressed that they tend to complicate themselves and people around. And i think i start to fond on objects more than human too. Why? Pretty obvious, objects doesnt react to what one says. Standing still, object is not so fragile compared to human. Well, at least not all the time i like barang, i still like human though...

You talk about life, you talk about death,
And everything in between,
Like it's nothing, and the words are easy.
You talk about me, you talk about you,
And everything I do,
Like it's something, that needs repeating.
I don't need an alibi or for you to realize,
The things we left unsaid,
Are only taking space up in our heads.
Make it my fault, win the game
Point the finger, place the blame
Address me up and down,
It doesn't matter now.

[chorus:]

'Cause I don't care if I ever talk to you again.
This is not about emotion,
I don't need a reason not to care what you say,
Or what happened in the end.
This is my interpretation,
It don't, don't make sense.
The first two weeks turn into ten,
I hold my breath and wonder when it'll happen,
Does it really matter?
If half of what you said is true,
And half of what I didn't do could be different,
Would it make it better?
If we forget the things we know.
Would we have somewhere to go?
The only way is down, I can see that now.

[chorus:]
'Cause I don't care if I ever talk to you again.
This is not about emotion,
I don't need a reason not to care what you say,
Or what happened in the end.
This is my interpretation,
It don't, don't make sense.
It's really not such a sacrifice

[chorus:]
'Cause I don't care if I ever talk to you again.
This is not about emotion,
I don't need a reason not to care what you say,
Or what happened in the end.
This is my interpretation,
It don't, don't make sense.
And it don't have to make no sense to you at all,
'Cause this is my interpretation, yeah, yeah, yeah.

...My Interpretation by Mika

Notice the highlighted wordings? It's so true. Sometimes, people needn't care what one says. We are physically different and so do mentally. Our interpretation might not be the same but who cares as long as tolerance and understanding are in the picture. It's just like when you dont know much about a person, you tend to make your own description on her/him, but once you get to know her/him, will you still have the same perception you have before? Again, it doesnt apply to all individual, but, the frequency is high that your perception for before knowing and after knowing will change, doesnt matter to worse or better.

What are said today doesnt represent the same view tomorrow, well at least not all. This is my interpretation. What's yours?

Pictorial Talk: School Days

I'm braving myself to post this up~~~ My gosh, i dont know where i found my bravery to post up my old pictures. It's pretty obvious that i am plump and my face is a shape of plum~~ haha, simply find a word that rhymes with plump~~ Anyhow, today, i am random enough that it sudden strike my mind to post this up.

The Sixth Formers

Angeline, Chen, Chia Ling and Lee Kuan... I suddenly miss my desk! Every morning go to school and wipe my desk the first thing when i reach my desk, or maybe sometimes, angel will wipe for me..Lol.. I'm quite hardworking! I will finish up my homework asap in class, doing wrong subject's homework at the wrong time. Hehe. Eh, you know how heavy is the text book arr.. Will leave it in my desk and only take back home when exam's near! And that's why i wouldnt want to take back home and finishes my homework asap so that i can go back home and relax.

Ahhh. That's Jie Lei, hmmmm, Angeline, Chen and Lee Kuan's sister. I'm sorry, i "hmmm" as i've forgotten her name. My junior, lower six junior! I'm very bad in names. Seriously, i was once close with her but i dont know what happen to my memory which is damaging now or probably rotting, uh whatever. Anyhow, i'm really bad in names, only could remember close ones. Pssssssssstttt... *hint hint* I'm signalling you guys to keep very close in touch with me!

Trying to make a raping scene.. We're Girls school! So it's definitely ok for us to do such action for fun! Eh it's just camera angle okie.. we didnt really touch ehm ehm...

Now, introducing you guys Ben one of my favourite prefect who guard us every morning or any occassion. We talk on no ends! Benette's a really cute and fun girl. She's damn cute wey, and i think now she's doing pretty well somewhere in the country or maybe is abroad now. A really smart girl studying Mass Communication too in private college!

See... i can do weird things with both this girls! We were so close last time! She's the only prefect who gila with us a lot!

Pay Yin, Chen, Hui Ling, Chia Ling, Chai Ching, Chiau Yeng... Ahhh the good ol' dayss...Most of them are working already.. We've grew apart~~~

Now here comes my taekwondo mates.. Sigh and again, my fault for drifting away from people. I'm really no good in keeping in touch~

Now.. this is the very very very important till the infinity, friends in my life, i thank them for not forgetting me when all of us chose the different path to the future. They are all now graduates with a year or less, working experience and i'm still studying now~

Qins, Loo, Foong!!!!!!!!! I love you guysssss.. Anyhow, i dont know what makes us so close. I knew Qins the longest and we have shared the most of the memories since primary school, same goes to loo. As for Foong, we clicked instantly when we're in the same class in Form 4 and now, we're tied together till death do us part! Lol... I really want to see all of us grew old together and match-making our anak or nephew and nieces!! So nice!!! Uh.. Huhu~~ i'm so touched that we are still so close now..sob sob~~~~~>.<~~~~~~~

And so this is the most bulat-ed me.. I'm a shape of..........hmmmm... APPLE! Im all round and no space for curve!HAHAHA.. Laugh all you can! lol.. because i'm laughing at myself too! wakakkakaka

Pictorial Talks

Went to Full House,NZX for assignment today. I'm really in love with the drawings on the wall. It somehow captured my heart for no apparent reason. Why? Told you lor, no apparent reason! I just love it~~~~

I'm so tired now.. but still, i feel like blogging. Looking at these pictures, it somehow brings a spark to my inspiration. Lol, nothing fancy, just that i felt these pictures are telling a part of a life cycle..

*****

Life's wonderful when you're young. Can't wait to grow up!

Grew up being a teenager and wishing for a perfect guy to complete her.

Found the love of her life and engaged into a whole lifetime blessed path~~~
Happily-Ever-After

That's Just Life

Well basically, that's just my positive thoughts. This is a very positive and simple TJL thoughts. Should feel happy after seeing this pictures..So lovey dovey so simple so pure!

Expressive bear story

My expressive bear story...

I'm feeling down... I can't help it but to think and think and think...

Why like that???

I tried to sleep

But ended up waking myself

I am mad.. i really dont want to think about it

Can cry arrrr....

I need a hug!!!

Thank God there is you you YOU !

Thank you for showing me you care!

OK.. nothing much..

Just want to make a dedication to my Guan Tan, my Qins, my Foong and my Loo that I LOVE YOU guys a lot.. and if the earth falls apart for me, i know i can count on you guys! No matter how cruel the world is out there, i know there is you you you and YOU! Ahh.. Thank God for giving us an everlasting friendship. You guys make me feel like i'm somebody! I know i can lean on you! I promise i'll try not to miss any trips with you guys again!

Somebody for me out there...

This time...

i am confessing...

I'm missing somebody out there

Somebody who makes me feel i'm not alone

Somebody who cares about my breakfast, lunch and dinner..

Somoneone who fold stars for me

Someone who pays effort in making the simplest gift special

Someone who makes me love him...except those angry moments!

Someone who makes me like feel someone cares