Thoughts

Tracking into my memory lane...

I sometimes ask myself, "Hey, what if it isn't so? What if nothing ever happened?"...The thoughts "What if" usually lead me to a better imaginary path of life. Nevertheless, we human often thinks what if the unchosen path would be better?

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Thoughts remained thoughts. It's too good to be reality! I've asked myself, would i prefer to live through a world of "what if", trapping myself in a sea of thoughts rather than "if never"? In my point of view, "what if" builds a vision of illusion whilst "if never" builds a whole life of experiences and learning processes. Which would you like to be in?

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Despite those bothering thoughts, i honestly am contented with my life now. At times, a constant touch of happiness makes one knows not how to appreciate it and even take granted of it. Why? Simply because they haven't know what is sadness. That is in sadness we learn happiness!

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But life, words are easier than action. We do weaken ourselves when we have not enough guts to take the first step. Do let me grumble once in a while in my weakest moment. I promise i'll be good then. Love you!

Challenges

Dear Life,

I'd just a need a little confidence back. Where has it gone to?

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PS: Please come back to me, im waiting for you.

Love,

Jo

人生五味

鹹，酸，苦，辣，甜。。。人生啊，可不可以多一点甜，少一点 鹹 酸 苦 辣 呢？

人啊，就是犯贱！没鹹酸苦辣，就不懂得甜！

人！

Back!

Good day, whoever...I'm back to blogsphere! Why? Because i've chosen the path of an engineer with profesion in measuring land~

Till then...

All i can say is

My life is such a drama.....

to be continued...

A narrow escape

Was on our way to 1U, happily thinking what to eat for dinner. Jie was on the phone with her bf while driving, i was listening to the radio. The front car stopped, we stopped too, unfortunately, the car after another car at the back of us did not stop. BANG!!! It was kind of a loud bang till Jie's bf heard over the phone. All i could utter was F***, and all im thinking was "Sien, have to take leave to fix the car " !!!

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Jie turned the emergency light on in the middle of LDP and went down to check what exactly happened and how wounded is my Myvi. From my seat, i could see a white Myvi hit the Saga which is at the back of mine and kissed my Myvi's butt.. It was so close, Jie couldn't see how terrible the wound is so she drove forward a bit to check the damages. Fortunately the back of my baby isn't terribly damaged! Thus, we drove off without asking for any payment. The lady who drove the Myvi was scared that she didnt come out of her car and started calling for help. Instead, her friend came down to look at the damages done. The Saga was drove by a guy who seems gentle. According to my sis, he's expression was so tired and "sien". Jie said the white Myvi was badly damaged as it's bumper was dented, kind of folded into half. I didnt walk to the back to see how bad the damage is because i was so "sien", makes me feel down and didnt want to bother other's business. I checked my car, went back in and continued our journey to 1U.

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Reached the parking area, we checked the car. Both side sensor almost came off but we managed to push it back in, Myvi's fat butt was slightly higher than usual, i guessed it was raised by the impact of Saga's deadliest kiss, and a there were a few scratches. No dents, nothing came off, fine! The whole shopping trip ain't as exciting, i was down with dissapointment. Another imperfection to my car~~~ Fortunately, it isn't a terrible one and it was a Saga at my back instead of any other car. As Saga front has a plastic thingie, i guessed it was that who saved my Myvi from dents. Thank you PLastic! Thinking of a day to send my car for a new refreshing moment, WASH POLISH WAX! Ahhh, i wish i have more time~~~

Thriller

I love him with all my heart. I knew he's attempting to kill someone whom he didn't like. He brought the shotgun with him and i stopped him. The shotgun i've carried along was now pointing at his direction. He was surprised till he couldnt even utter a single word. Now both of us had our shotguns pointing at each other. He was threatening me to put down the gun and questioned me why am i doing this. Before i could say anything, my fingers pulled the trigger. TWICE! Twice, the bullet flew from the small hole hitting his cheek and chest. There he went tumbling down with blood flowing like a burst pipe~~

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Silently, i bent down, am speechless of what i have done. I felt lost as if my heart and mind is gone from my body. I'm sorry... What have i done??? I hugged him tightly.. and resorted in killing myself... BUT! but it suddenly strike my mind that committing suicide isn't good as one might be doomed to commit suicide for the rest of the afterlife. Thus, i've thought of making someone to kill me! .................................................................

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Suddenly, i woke up! Damn dream la... Yorrrrrrrrrrrrr... how can i make such stupid dream.. Dammit!Must post it because i dont want to kill TYH!!!! I really dreamt i shot him! ARghhh i cried in my dream.. APA NI!~~~ CHOI CHOI CHOI!!