The return of TJL

Bonjour readers!

I know i know i know, my blog has been in silence for quite some while. In fact many things had happened in this whole month of September. Well allow me to clarify that i did not abandon my blog. There're many times when i wanted to update TJL but when i were about to type, i was navigated away with games and dramas. In fact, i was out of words. I know i could easily type random emotions just like what i used to do in my previous post, but i'm just merely lazy and the atmosphere did not motivate me to type! (It's warm in my rented room!) Anyhow, here, I'M BACK!

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Well, work has been interesting and dull so far! Having company's culture at my finger tips, i guess i could adapt better now. It's been a month now. Time flies isnt it? I suddenly felt im fortunate to get a place in this company, however, i must it's a small company where the system isn't as efficient as the bigger companies. No, i havent turn into an amibitous girl in a twilight, i just somehow feel the system isn't organized. Despite this, i think my boss is nice in certain ways! Lol.. Even during meeting, she called all of us to discuss and brainstorm on coding the product and asked us to try. All of us as in the whole office! Although we're allowed to voice our opinion, but, somehow, there must be filtering. Bear in mind that boss is still boss! Everyone was hungry during the meeting as it's almost off office hour, then, we brought in Mister Potato and Love Letters to munch during meeting. Lol.. Hye, as what i've said, boss is still boss, cant run away from certain typical character~~~ All in all, i'm ok in my work.

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Anyway, i still wish to be my own boss someday! WAKKAKA... I know i'm already a boss at home to TYH, but what i meant is a real businesswoman... I think i'll be a boss that losses are more than profit~ Sigh.. i'm still learning! And again, i can't believe i've been working for a month already! Gosh~

Q

Do you like being a grown up?

I used to think i want to be a grown up asap... Now.. i'm not sure! I only like certain goodbyes, but generally, i dislike goodbyes no matter it's a long term or a short term! It causes a bitter heart~~~ SIGH

Random Wind

I wanted to blog... I am lazy to elaborate, exaggerate, explain.. So much to say, so much to do, so few of words~~~Hence, here's my random thoughts

1. I think my freedom, holidays, goyang kaki time, facebook time, game time, chat time will decrease drastically starting next week.
2. My footsteps are getting heavier.
3. I feel like joining The Biggest Loser Asia, but i think i'm not qualified~
4. I thought i would be nostalgic after convocation but i'm not, which i dont understand why, probably my emo wind haven't blew by.
5. I think i'm ready to leave the past behind and move forward.
6. I am bad with names, it's undeniable!
7. I think my hair is lack of nutrition that it seems like it doesnt grow~~~
8. I hope i'm stronger than yesterday.
9. Entering the adult phase isn't fun, but i do not want to turn back time.
10. I want to change my perception and other people's perception on the idea of "Students from English / Kebangsaan schools are suppose to be good in their main languages!"
11. I wish time would freeze now.
12. I cannot see any dreams now.
13. I'm climbing a mountain where the peak is beyond my vision.
14. I do not need to be wealthy, i only need to be ambitious, but i am just following the flow now.
15. I pray everything will go smoothly.
16. When there's no turning point, i've learned to look up and seek for God!

Convocation

2009 Graduation Photo

20 years later...
Hopefully memories carved in the hearts are still as colorful as the 1st photo. Even though, photos turn old, i hope memories remains it's color.

Guess Who?

GUESS WHO?

Who do you think we're impersonating???
We're trying to impersonate someone and hahaha San and be think that my pose is the most alike! So GUESS GUESS GUESS!!!!

*Note: This is just for fun...As usual we're in the fitting room camwhoring. In one of the many photos we'd captured, we saw a similar posture of a friend that i accidentally put up! Thus we came up with the posture above!

Guts expansion, literally

HAH! Guts Expansion, Literally... Alright, just so i thought i will never dare myself in trying new hairstyles right now (especially not when my convo's around the corner), that i would just dream of it and remain it in bubbles thoughts... No, no one dares me out of this, no one provoke me, neither did anyone commented on my hair..

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Right.. This story began on a beautiful Saturday noon when i was casually chatting with friends on msn. Then my best friend pop up an invitation for a hair cut.. As i had just finished watching Lipstick Jungle, i was really REALLY thinking about getting my fringe trimmed like Victory Ford in that series. Next a sudden word rises from deep within my heart and the impulse had travelled through a short cut within seconds and the cause and effect sensory were not awaken... and YES! Yes, so i've agreed and she'll be picking me up in half an hour time.. Surprisingly, my "cause and effect" sense were still unconscious~~~

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So.. here...

BEFORE

AFTER

Hah.. i was laughing all the way after the cut and the journey back home and even while on the phone with Guan.. I guessed i was just so excited with this new look. Family were laughing their arse off.. I guess i was being hit by my guts and i have no idea what am i doing! Lol.. i'm still laughing right now! Something must be wrong with me... Well, friends, please welcome my new look and dont say you dont know me! Hahahah Take a good look!

Oh... by the way, this picture was publicized in facebook under Ching Ee's "friends" album.. This girl is soooooooooo crazy and this is what she does when i updated her my new look on a Sunday morning. She was lonely in the library and i was thinking of giving her a good laugh! And, she conned me into sending her this pic and then she publicized it in her facebook. Lol .. This is what friends are for.. wakaka... lol.. anyway, i will still sayang you la chingee, despite your evilness...Im sooooooo forgiveful~~ lolz

One sentence of the day!

I am standing in the midst of war with a shotgun without bullets~~~