Ain't the same again

Browsing through my younger days' blogs. I felt somehow somewhere i'm not the same again. Reading through my "highest spending" post, i guess, at this point of my life, i wouldn't spend so much again on skin care without proper consideration and further analysis on the review of the products. Now i think my facial care is half the price i dig out last time.

When i was still a student, i spent unconsciously without worrying the amount left in my bank account. No, maybe i did slightly worry but not as terrifyingly worried like how i do now. As a student, at least you still got the audacity to feed your accounts through parent's inofficial fund but now, do you still have the cheek to feed your account the same way? Of course NO! Being an independent adult now, i'd have to save every single cents i could to feed my living. Well, of course i did not put my al-mighty effort to control my spending but i do now!!! I'm trying to spend less on clothes, accesories, groceries. I'm even looking on promotional items and buying in bulk, literally~ Ok, i used to buy only when i need it, but now my mind has been strategized for the sake of saving, hence, i opt for vouchers and to buy more during promotions so that i could save a few ringgits when it's not on promotion. Oh, aint i a thrifty adult now. LOL... ok, im being thrifty just so that i could buy other things. Maybe i did not change~

It has been months since my phone is in a disgraceful condition where parts could come off anytime from now. It's time for me to change a new 1. Oh im so confused which should i change. It's hard to decide when you have limited resources and you want a better version of phone to suit your use. Aih, but when you have the resources and you know which model of phone you want, BUT, here comes the major wall, the mind. The mind keeps processing juices of rationality to stop me from buying it. No maybe i did change. If i'm a carefree student, i would have bought it. Now thoughts have been procrastinating me from the purchase. Alright alright, i might as well just save for a few more months before buying it. Aih stupid phone!

PS: I must be freaking bored for posting another blog again today. No. I am freakingly bored!!!!