A miserable PR beginner

This week past in a glimpse of eyes. That fast!!!! I think my spirit is working well with my current life. i'm learning...i'm procrastinating...i'm confused....

Wednesday kena a bit from 'bossy'~~~ She makes my life @*&%# that miserable! A victim of a pressurize woman! Make me a lil bit teary la i admit... just teary for a second!Every second makes me felt like i'm leaving i'm leaving i'm leaving~~~~in 4 months time!-.-lll

Heck, but after that day, everything turns out ok! Supported 2 events this week, tailor world class scholarship and a MoU signing.

Cheryl and me in tailor's world class scholarship, Hilton KL. uh, i'm getting all those weight i've lost~~~

Roses on the table..looks nice in the pic but not when u see it with your own eyes.

Gosh, im getting more and more hopeless now. I should learn and keep learning and work hard. I'm slowing down, denying reality, i'm not advancing, i just know how to procrastinate! The thing is, my passion doesnt flares anymore in this field. In-house PR and a real PR associates is so different. There are similarity but PR agency writes more than expected. The PR i'm in now involves writing press release, speeches, emcee-script for the client and media. Do you know how important is a news release? Reporter would attend an event, extract some of the facts in new release and quote interviews, voila-there you go NEWS! So, you see how important is a PR?... I look into the newspaper, thinking, what can i do if i couldnt even take this little pressure.. hmmm TELL ME! What else can i do??? Cleaner?Sales girl?Promoter?Kindergarten teacher? duh~~~~~~~~ i better go kahwin n jaga rumah~~~ OMG, that was the last thing in my mind few years back, how can it be the top listed in my life now?

Oh yeah, in my previous post, u guys saw my desk right? there're four desks but only 1 occupied. Meaning, i'm alone. Luckily the account office is just behind me and Jan is there to chat with me. yes! we can hear each other although she's in the room and i'm outside. Pity her, she's very stressful, and i always kacau her, make her laugh!haha Her assistant left so she's alone too.. Although there're only 3 staff downstair and 9 Staff upstair, i still felt cozy downstair. upstair is hell~~~~~~ let's hope this blog is not seen by the upstairs ppl!

PPL!Should i decorate my desk ar? It's like 3 months 3 Weeks left nia... how? any suggestion??

**Notice tailor..i know it's the wrong spelling..did it intentionally! I anti that name..just anti~~ ma guai fan!