Somebody for me out there...

This time...

i am confessing...

I'm missing somebody out there

Somebody who makes me feel i'm not alone

Somebody who cares about my breakfast, lunch and dinner..

Somoneone who fold stars for me

Someone who pays effort in making the simplest gift special

Someone who makes me love him...except those angry moments!

Someone who makes me like feel someone cares

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i've got agitated with some stuff people do... Probably since yesterday, the disturbing feelings arose but not to any sign of danger until now that it happens again... Sigh.. Cant help but sighing..i know i shouldnt felt so... as i might have done the same thing in a different way without my realization.

I just cant seem to understand why do people do unnecessary stuff when it's obvious that it's a waste of time... I tried and tried to understand... And a sudden conversation strike my mind..

Chen: Ma, why do you still cut the papaya when you know that there's no water supply?
Isn't it a waste of water? Because you still need to wash the papaya then wash plates and knife~~~ You could have just save the water for cooking and to bathe!
Mum: So what if there's no water supply? Life still goes on!

At that moment, what i have in mind was saving water to bathe and flush the toilet ( not exactly flush, i mean an amount of water to wash away one's waste) as i didnt want the toilet to smells! And i was thinking that it's really unnecessary to cut the papaya as it's just an option, just a dessert! I was afraid if there's no water left for me to clean up and i tried hard to save water! I just wished that there's ample of water to keep things clean~ SIGH

Clear obvious that i have yet to learn that life goes on in whatever circumstances till death takes us away~~~ Sigh! Anyway, i'm not talking about a BIG issue la..Since reality has chosen to be cruel, I'll take the available options which is to be NICE and just find a solution to it.
i've been bad ones upon a time and that's enough! Yay! my first step of the Buddhism's Noble EightFold Path practice to achieve my inner self awakening! ( Ah, it just strikes my mind about this Paths which i'd once memorized for history test in secondary school days).. Maybe it wasn't my interpretation, maybe it doesnt make sense to me, but, i will let my positive signs eat up my negativities!

*Notice the title? Wonder what's the connection? Okie, let me explain! I really wanted to protect this post so that i can reveal every single details but i dont think blogspot has this settings therefore i can't disclose what really happens..

Thoughts for the day

Sudden thoughts for the day...

1. A lecturer/ teacher isn't a wikipedia. Do not expect them to know every single detail at hand! They're just human like we are. They learn and so do we.
2. English linguistics and my understanding are just like oil and water!
3. My feelings are unexplainable~~~
4. I miss my besties out of a sudden, today! I got so emo looking at my friend's wedding pictures which makes me thinks of our future (me and my friends)...
5. I miss my roomie i miss room 152 AGAIN! (Sorry roomie for not bothering you for quite some time. i know you missed me disturbing you all the time! but, i think i'm aging and i get tired easily recently that i've always forgotten to disturb you! )
6. I want to finish my thesis but i couldnt help procrastinating! Any guidance? please lead me to a beautiful solution where you can play endlessly while still getting your job done nicely with a minima price ...
7. My best friends dont read my blog! So do my roommate. Sigh, how come my closest ones doesnt read my blog? Probably we prefer F2F communication~
8. I must find ways to stay positive even though something worries me. The fact that i couldnt change anything nor could i turn back the time, so why fret...
9. I am restructuring my future again although i've tried hard not to worry about it!
10. I've got nothing more to say except i am so BLUNT!

That's all... Till then...

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Everyday, i'll do my homework by visiting each of Hun's friend in Pet Society and bringing her for shopping, well, usually, she would buy mystery boxes to make her life as mysterious as it can be!( Blah). But recently, i'm so pissed that something has interrupted Hun's mundane life! I can no longer load in to Pet Society and sigh... my life has been interrupted!!! Why like that?Sigh Sigh Sigh~~~ What can i do now but to sigh sadly~~~Anyhow, i need to find a way to adapt a new lifestyle by trying to leave Hun Hun behind.... Wish me luck!

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So... in a different context.. Yesterday, I went Pavillion so spontaneously! Our driver Ching Ee planned an outing but we never had in mind that we will go that far. Well, if it wasnt the congestion, then, it wouldnt be that far. We took about 1 hour to reach there but on our journey back, it only took 30 minutes plus!... Back to the story, so, Kok Soo mentioned Mr. Baoz and i'm eager to try it too so we headed to Pavillion without second thought. Without a clear sense of direction, 5 of us just headed there with a half cup of knowledge and simply rely on senses and signboard and maki hamun M'sia's signboard!

Mr. Baoz.. I mean we're having our tea break in Mr. Baoz. not refering to Kok Soo..

Crazee Ching Ee and Leng San.. ok.. There isnt any photo of me because i am the photographer. Well, actually, yes.. you can see tiny bits of me at the reflection of the mirror! I'm the one in yellow! Poor thing..huhu

The morale story of Mr Baoz is... It doesnt taste as good as what it looks! Yeay, we are all human who are oftenly being deceived by great looks which led us to a great high expectations on things that it comes to dissapointment!...What is in the vision is sometimes a betrayal to the taste buds! If you get what i mean...

Now this looks scary... He's really good in making such faces~~~

Oh.. and the other day, that friday la, i've watched New in Town casted by Renee Zellwenger. It wasnt that bad, just a simple story which is like another version of The Holiday ( by Cameron Diaz). The storyline is expected and cliche! Anyhow, i think it's nice and simple, acceptable because i like the characters inside ( refering to Lucy and Blanche). Wanted to watch Bride Wars but we're late.. Hmmm.. That's about it!

What happened today...

This morning, as usual, dreaded to go for morning class. On a normal Tuesday, class will start at 9 but today it's 8.15 and yet the lecturer is not there! On our way to class, Leng San was so HUAT enough that the bird shitted on his head, then we saw on our own eyes that our lecturer went into a car and the car drove off at 8 am...She was suppose to be in class at 8.15 am as she's the one who wanted to replace previous classes where she had cancelled.

Suddenly, my pain started to conquer me and i had to go to the loo! It's 8.15 already.. and we are supposed to have our presentation today~~~ DAMN! I picked up my phone and made an emergency call and my hero appeared 10 minutes later to send me back home. Backed home, rushed to the loo and uuhhh ahhhh what a relieved! Still, lie on bed and prayed that the pain will go away as i type this blog entry~~~ Texted Leng San and got him to ask the lecturer if i can present later... It's 8.45a.m. and the lecturer is not there yet... Sigh~~ i think she must have forgotten about the class and went for breakfast with her sekelompok of lecturers~~~

Still in pain~~~~~ Dear pain, please let me go, find other victim of yours. i've been with you for years already. Get a new companion! If you love me, let me gooooooooooo.... PMS ah PMS go away la... i'm tired of you already!!!! Every bulan satu kali sakit, berjuta kesengsaraan dialami~~~ Sigh~~~~~~

A spontaneuos trip

As what had planned earlier, a trip to Seremban-Tampin-Melaka for house visiting were left unconfirmed for long. Then when i finished my first exam paper last Friday night, every crazy friends of mine gathered in my house for no apparent reason. We played,we chatted, had supper then chat again till 5.am.~~~ The next day, woke up at 10 a.m. and did some homework while everyone was still asleep. Little did i realize that some of them slept at 7a.m. and one of them walked back to the kolej when sun rised. Wow, he didnt sleep at all! Geng! Then, Fatt came, and Guan came... The actual plan was going to Mines with Guan and i've dragged my house family, Fatt and Ching Ee to come along as well. Suddenly, some genius rise the earlier planned, house visiting. The plan wasn't accepted by everyone at once, some were being persuaded to tag along and had to cancel his appointment! Wakkaka.. Now i'm sure he didnt regret for cancelling his appointment because we had so much fun!!

First destination, Fatt's house in Seremban! Everyone had a good time tits-bitting!

Second destination, Wu Gong San, Seremban! Well, according to Fatt, the belief is that one will be very lucky if you saw a centipede there! I doubt! It was a nice place, a temple on a hill! It's very windy when you're up there!

Penang lang, Pahang lang, Seremban lang, Melaka lang and Sabah lang!

Now what is a trip without girls... right? So here are the Malaccans and Pahang lang!

A candid shot!

"Lei li gor lou bei! @#@%#" hekhekhekhek (Laughing evilly)! Poor lil servant~~

Now, there are the nine goddess who i dont know any story about it.. can't take the whole nine goddes as i'm using camera phone. Therefore, we take a picture of ourselves instead!

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So that remarks the end of Seremban trip! Next destination, Melaka! While speeding on the road, Fatt was on the fast lane while Guan Tan was on the left end lane and fortunately, we saw Fatt's car tyre was flat! Quickly called him at thank God the stop ain't that far away. However, it isnt a petrol station, therefore, we had to change the tyre! Now, i didnt want to say it's an unfortunate day as we were blessed that we realised it before anything happens! Thank God for whatever happens that day as He has lead us to a safe journey!

Three masculine guy were doing men-ly job whilst the other were looking at them. As for the girls, what can we do but to cam-whore! wkakkaka

Don't ask me what were they trying to beg!

So "man"... but failed to attract our attention as we were cam-whoring~~~

Reached Malacca, went to dinner then to Yi Xuan's house and to Jonker for the chendol!

The girls were amazed at what can Malacca Chendol do to Leng San! He was licking his hand whilst having the scrumptious dessert ever!

And so this Penang lang declared the unbeatable Chendol in Malaysia (Even Penang chendol lost to this Malaccan chendol) ! He was so willingly to go for the second bowl but ended up more than two! Our very own gula Melaka had won his heart!

The next day! Dim Sum at De-Ocean Restaurant! Hehehe, my favourite place!

All of us were so fulled that we had to force our crazy darling to eat the tart. She is so co-operate enough to let me capture this picture by sticking out her tongue! haha.. Nah~~ eventually, someone helped her to finish this tart! We didnt bully her okie!

Next... Yan Xiu's house! All of us were exhausted that we need a massage especially our chauffuer.. So they took turns to massage~~~

HAHA! Nice one isnt it??? This again, a candid shot by me which i dont know what causes this to happen~~ Lol...

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That's a fun trip! Tiring but still, i wish to do it again! I'll sure miss these days! Thanks buddies for such a memorable trip! The next thing is.... t-h-e-s-i-s.... Damn, how could i play so much and abandon my thesis~~ Such a bad student i am! Okie, i'm going to start to shower some love towards my thesis! Bless me please!

Cow year, HUAT year, New Year

Chinese New Year is coming to an end.. i am now in my mid of semester already~ See how fast time flies... Gosh! Some updates for the festive season!

First of all, the Ong Lai which was believed to bring "ONG" to the family! Very nice! i love chinese decorations!!! Everytime when CNY is around the corner, i cant wait to see the decorations as it could cheer me up! Colors cheer me up! lol...

Decoration is essential during Chinese New Year! I love cherry blossom!!!!

Another important element of this reddish festive season is FOOD!!!!!! Omg, i cant help it!!! See, i cant reason myself to hands off these cookies~~~ no way! It's CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! HOW COULD ANYONE DIET during Chinese New Year???? No excuses!


Piau Siang bak gua!!!...Gosh~~~ so tasty ! So rich in fats and calories yet i still couldnt resist it~ Once a year only lah~~~ Just eat!

Pineapple Tarts~~ Arghhhh.... damn hard to resist wey!!! It does contribute to my weight gain! NO JOKING! But what to bother, CNY Dai Sai mah!

My sister, in the making of pineapple tarts! Do you know how special is Chinese New Year? It's a wonderful time where family helps each other in decorating the house, bake cookies, and cleaning up! Other than this special period, no one would be at home to help! hahahhaa

Hampers... a gift giving season~~~ When i was young, i would be excited when i saw many hampers at home but as time passed, we get lesser hampers already~~huhu..


Reunion Dinner in Gran's house. Here were my cousins~~~

Sisters. Do we look alike ?

Steamboat!!!! Third time for this Chinese New Year! Deliciousssss

Loo and Qins!!

Foong and Chen.. why the heck i had a big smile? Can't help the happiness of four of us together!

All in all, i really love Chinese New Year despite i stayed home a lot during Chinese New Year! The fun of cny doesnt mean you have to go out the whole day and have lots of activities. It could be spending some time together with your beloved ones even if the period is short. Well that's my personal view.. Lol, so am i happy that friends came my house and have a short talk! Ahhh... what a wonderful time!